but a light that shows me the way — I find myself lost Unknown of what to do Of the choice to make What do I make of my life? What will I do with it? How can I fulfil that vision I have That dream of my life? Dreaming can be a blessing and a curse A guide…

My blazing vision — Why don’t I exactly know what’s right It’s this quest that never ends A story that keeps on going That’s always the same, yet slightly different And I think it has something to do with that blazing fire within A vision of what can be, that is not set free …

what it means to live — “I am no good.” “I don’t want to do this.” “I am done.” Just fucking fight the thoughts. Just win for once instead of giving up at the least amount of resistance. Just for once stand up and be a man. Fend for yourself. Fight. Instead of being a cowered…

I’ve been on this platform for a while now. I’ve written a great array of articles, ranging from self development, fantasy, to personal essays. None of them hit. None of them worked. I did a podcast for a year. That didn’t work either. I tried YouTube, and TikTok, and Instagram…

A Field Guide on Managing Your Anxiety — When I think of my time in high school I oftentimes relive the intense and gripping anxiety I experienced. The anxiety crippled me every day again. I rounded the corner. There, leaning with his shoulder against a street lamp, one of my friends was waiting for me. Each morning we…

Why You Can ALWAYS Begin Changing Your Life — For weeks I’ve now been thinking about something I’ve been postponing for a while now. Writing. Each day again. A real simple, yet still challenging task. For the past months, I’ve been gone. Gone from writing, uploading on social media, and creating videos and podcasts. …

A Deep Longing I Could Never Fulfill — A deep longing I could never fulfill. Once in your life, you’ll experience a deep longing for something. It could be a lover, a dream, a passion. Something you long to experience in your life. I wonder why I feel this deep longing and at the same time the excitement…

The Experience and Lessons of Feeling Lonely — I feel alone. The silence consumes me. It embraces me. And for the first time I’ve felt what it means to be alone. It didn’t scare me. It actually was quite refreshing to feel alone. All my life I’ve been with and around people. Every single day. Since I moved…

Love Occupies my Mind Often Lately. — Love occupies my mind often lately. Thoughts of meeting a life partner. A woman that I can spend my life with keeps crossing my mind. Thoughts and feelings of loneliness have also been crossing my mind a lot. They might just be connected. Not because I am lonely but because…