what it means to live — “I am no good.” “I don’t want to do this.” “I am done.” Just fucking fight the thoughts. Just win for once instead of giving up at the least amount of resistance. Just for once stand up and be a man. Fend for yourself. Fight. Instead of being a cowered…

I’ve been on this platform for a while now. I’ve written a great array of articles, ranging from self development, fantasy, to personal essays. None of them hit. None of them worked. I did a podcast for a year. That didn’t work either. I tried YouTube, and TikTok, and Instagram…

Why You Can ALWAYS Begin Changing Your Life — For weeks I’ve now been thinking about something I’ve been postponing for a while now. Writing. Each day again. A real simple, yet still challenging task. For the past months, I’ve been gone. Gone from writing, uploading on social media, and creating videos and podcasts. …

A Deep Longing I Could Never Fulfill — A deep longing I could never fulfill. Once in your life, you’ll experience a deep longing for something. It could be a lover, a dream, a passion. Something you long to experience in your life. I wonder why I feel this deep longing and at the same time the excitement…

The Experience and Lessons of Feeling Lonely — I feel alone. The silence consumes me. It embraces me. And for the first time I’ve felt what it means to be alone. It didn’t scare me. It actually was quite refreshing to feel alone. All my life I’ve been with and around people. Every single day. Since I moved…

Love Occupies my Mind Often Lately. — Love occupies my mind often lately. Thoughts of meeting a life partner. A woman that I can spend my life with keeps crossing my mind. Thoughts and feelings of loneliness have also been crossing my mind a lot. They might just be connected. Not because I am lonely but because…

What If I Met the Girl of my Dreams? How Would I Know? — What if I met the girl of my dreams? How would I know? Would she look a certain way? Act differently? Or would I not notice her? How do you know someone is the one? The only thing you can follow to find out is your heart. …

What Really Are Emotions? — What are emotions? Obviously, you can google what they do on a physical, mental, and scientific level. But that’s not what I’ve been thinking about. What are emotions? Like, have you ever asked yourself that question and examined your emotions closely? Well, I haven’t asked myself. Until now. I am…

Am I a teacher? A guide? An expert? Can I help or teach you? Am I in some way feeling superior? When I, a year ago, broke up with my girlfriend I did belief that. I believed that I knew what was right. I thought I could teach something to…